Random Note to Self

I can’t believe I’m writing my first blog spot at 3:05 am. I don’t know if it’s just me, but I feel like my mind just doesn’t work quite well in the morning like it’s just so heavy with different other incoherent thoughts that clearly don’t make sense, and to be completely honest it’s tiring. Good enough, the world proceeds to get better at night and so does my mind. And that’s how this thing started.

You might not believe me but this blog has been sitting out of the limelight for four long years. I’m starting to think it might have had its own degree now if I had kept it in operation, but I didn’t bother. I dreaded writing four years ago and for some reasons was decisive to keep that spirit down until now. Don’t get me wrong though. I so love writing (yeah, right). No, I seriously do. I just can’t fan that little fire of motivation up because I am not gonna lie, I am nothing but lazy. I don’t know if it’s the 3 am madness that got me riled up to rethink about my life choices and get my ass up and write, but I am trying. I’m really trying to get back to writing. It sure is one thing I honestly loathe, but it’s a passion I can’t get my head off. I guess I have issues (lol).

That being said, I would like to welcome myself back to the one thing I’ve always dreaded and wanted to do. This blog is going to chronicle my life as an awesome English teacher – one other thing I have always been passionate about more than writing. I just came to realize literally right now like my mind just dawned to me right now that I’m actually integrating two things I like by running this blog! This is exactly what this is all about – writing personal accounts about something I like. I am not sure whether this motivation would be the same and I think it won’t let’s admit it, but I’m not letting myself have endless reasons to not run this. Self, please don’t get the other self’s hope get crushed.

This post isn’t as bad as I thought. :D